sorry i’m late, professor. i’m disenchanted with the human experience and waking up every morning thrusts me into an instant existential crisis
Everything you love is here(via lovequotesrus)
Beautiful day to dab
the sky is cool
have you eaten today?
did you take any meds you need?
how about hydration?
maybe a nap if you need one
you are awesome
keep it up
He scoured the floor, looking intently for something, something small, something hard to find, something that blended in with the carpet. Triumphantly, his fingers seized his prize—a small brown piece of cotton. He smiled and grimaced and put the cotton in the prescription bottle with the others….
this is for 6th and 7th chances. this is for the light in your eyes that dims under the flame I use to turn my problems to smoke. this is for your doubt and my benefit. this is for earth shattering guilt. this is for forgotten promises and guardian angels. this is for cigarettes smoked passed the filter. this is for lukewarm cups of tea. this is for the sadness in your smile. this is for me - while I get my cake, and cry about it too.
go for a run. write a poem. call your sister. buy a new dress, drink five glasses of wine, dance on a counter with your friends, cry on the floor with your friends. cry on the floor alone. lay in bed watching television and rewrite your favorite heroine’s monologues to fit your situation and…
i just want that china white in my veins & cigarette smoke in my lungs
My town is Homophobe Center. Church every sunday. And sons’ addicted to Heroin. My town is “Now that you’re dating her you can’t hang out with anybody.” It’s sneak outs and misplaced virginities. Cigarettes on empty stomachs and over-protective-parents.
My town is being…
I was much happier as a drug addict. I’ve been out of rehab for several weeks, my depression is slowly eating away at me, the last thing I want to do is go back to being bulimic, but the eating disordered stuff is coming back, and I’ve started to have day dreams about dying or killing myself.